Izwi rekuti kenza raimbotaurwa nezvaro nevamwe, asi ndaisatarisira kuti riitike kwandiri panguva ino. Ndakanga ndisingatombogoni kuzvifunga.
Kunyange zvazvo ava nemakore makumi manomwe, ane hutano hwakanaka, murume wake nemukadzi wake vanowirirana, mwanakomana wake anoda vana, uye kubatikana kwake mumakore ake ekutanga kunoita kuti agare pamudyandigere zvakanaka mumakore ake ekupedzisira. Hupenyu hunogona kunzi hwakazara nechiedza.
Pamwe hupenyu huri kufamba zvakanaka. Mwari achandipa matambudziko.
Gomarara riri kuuya.
Pakutanga kwaKukadzi 2019, ndakanzwa kusagadzikana zvishoma uye dzungu zvishoma.
Ndaifunga kuti kudya chimwe chinhu chakaipa, asi hazvina basa. Ndiani aizofunga nezvetsika dzakaipa?
Zvisinei, dzungu rinoramba richienderera mberi uye zviratidzo zvemudumbu zvinotanga kuipa.
Kutanga kugumbuka.
Mudiwa wangu akandikurudzira kuti ndiende kuchipatara kunoongororwa.
Chivabvu 2019, zuva randisingazombokanganwi.
Muchipatara, ndakaongororwa gastroscopy uye enteroscopy. Dumbu rangu raive rakanaka, asi paive nechimwe chinhu chisina kumira zvakanaka muura hwangu.
Musi iwoyo, ndakawanikwa ndine kenza yemuura werudyi.
Handigoni kuzvitenda, uye handidi kugamuchira mhedzisiro yacho.
Ndakavanda ndikanyarara kwenguva yakareba.
Uchiri kufanira kutarisana nazvo. Hazvina musoro kuva munhu asina ushamwari.
Ndakanyaradza mhuri yangu, mwero wekurapwa kwegomarara remuura wakakwira zvikuru, musatya, kutaura chokwadi, ndezvekuzvikurudzira.
Nyamavhuvhu 10, 2019.
Ndakavhiyiwa zvakanyanya kenza yemuura ndikabvisa bundu. Mazuva gumi mushure mekuvhiyiwa, ndakaburitswa muchipatara.
Gare gare, ndakataurirana nachiremba wangu ndikamuudza kuti kenza yemuura ndiyo yainyanya kukonzera kupararira kwechiropa, saka pandakakurudzirwa nevana vangu, ndakaita CT kuratidza kuti mapundu ari mukati mechiropa aionekwa seapararira, ane dhayamita ye13mm.
Kuvhiyiwa kwandakaita kare kwakaita kuti ndisashande zvakanaka, uye kugara muchipatara kwemazuva anopfuura gumi kwakaita kuti ndisade kurapwa.
Pfungwa yekuti ndisarapwe yakabva yangoerekana yauya kwandiri.
Hupenyu hwave husina kujairika kubvira kare, uye ndinofanira kurarama kusvika panguva ino.
Saka kurukurai nemhuri, hapana zvimwe zvinorapwa.
Asi vanakomana vangu havana kubvumirana nazvo uye vakandipa zano rekuti nditsvage imwe nzira yekuona kana ndaigona kurapwa pasina kuvhiyiwa.
Ndakazviudza kuti: Zvakanaka, enda unoitsvaga, hapana mushonga wakadaro! Handizotambura zvakadaro. Handidi kuita chemo.
Musi wa8 Gumiguru, 2019, ndakaendeswa kuchipatara.
Zvakavatorera mwedzi miviri kuti vataure kuti vakanga vawana.
Chiremba akati mushure mekubatwa nechirwere chemudumbu, tsono inopinzwa zvakananga mubundu rechiropa kubva paganda rekunze yobva yadziiswa nemagetsi. Maitiro ekurapa akafanana nedhishi rinopisa mu microwave, iro "rinopisa" bundu rechiropa.
"Maitiro ese akatora maminetsi makumi maviri, uye bundu rakabikwa sezai rakabikwa."
Mushure mekuvhiyiwa, ndakanzwa kusagadzikana mudumbu. Chiremba akati kwaive kunyaradza uye kurapa marwadzo.
Vamwe havanzwi kugadzikana, unogona kumuka pamubhedha wofamba, kana kuti unogona kuburitswa muchipatara, wosiya buri retsono mumuviri.
Chiremba akati kuvhiyiwa kwacho kwakabudirira zvikuru. Vhiki imwe chete gare gare, ingoongorora CT pedyo nekumba. Pamwe chete nemishonga yechivanhu yeChinese, chirwere ichi chinogona kudzorwa zvakanaka.
Ndinovimba kuti ndichapora mushure menguva ino uye ndisazoenda kuchipatara zvakanyanya mune ramangwana.
Panguva imwe chete, ndinodawo kukuudzai kuti kenza yemudumbu chirwere chinowanzoitika, saka tinofanira kurega tsika dzakaipa, kurega kusvuta, kusanwa doro rakawandisa, kusanwa kofi yakawandisa, uye kusarara kusvika pakunonoka.
Chechipiri, tinofanira kudzora huremu uye kuita maekisesaizi nemazvo.
Nguva yekutumira: Kurume-09-2023